Friday, 24 April 2009

Walking back

Since Dublin last week, I've been binge-eating. Punishing myself for being shy one moment and then loud the next - swinging between my parents' traits - without settling on what I want to be: confident without cocky, confident without the show-off/know-it-all... For I too was called stupid as a child and an adult, and as a mechanism tried to show how clever I really was by finishing people's sentences etc, when really that's not what I'm about. Anyway, today I'm taking steps to lose back the few pounds that I've gained and take steps to try to deal with the two sides to make a real me. Weight gained 3lb but control gained back too now.

Starting to feel more positive again, xx
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Dixie@dcrelief said...
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24 April 2009 at 15:58
Jun said...

I believe you have more positive traits than those that needs improvement. You can just decide to be yourself with all your good and not so good traits. Peace...

25 April 2009 at 18:04
Dixie@dcrelief said...

[Excuse my earlier deletion, please.]

Our eyes use 25% of our total body energy. Every day, this is the normal amount. One fourth of all the energy you possess is used by your eyes. When you use your eyes more than a normal day’s usage… you can become exhausted, or experience headaches. Because the eyes’ usage is first on the energy chart, your body will send more of its energy to fulfill the eyes’ needs or demand. College goals keep you reading every day, making great demand on your eyes. Binge on something your eyes need and you’ll see great change! Stay positive friend. xx

26 April 2009 at 14:33
klahanie said...

Hi jewel,
Overall you continue to make positive progress. Minor setbacks in our goals are all part of the learning process.
So glad that you are starting to feel more positive again. That speaks volumes for your determintation to live your life the way you want. Warm, positive wishes to you, Gary:-)

26 April 2009 at 20:59

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