"Don't touch it,You'll break it"
And that's how it was
Blame and fault already assigned
Before I'd even started.
This was always such a strong parental message to me as a child (and not for spider's webs, but the image suited in my mind), along with "Don't, you'll ruin it". I'm sure this is why I get creative blocks, where I have an idea, but am unable to get it onto paper, because if I do, "I'll ruin it" and can't see beyond that at times. Despite everything I'm still doing my OU course and hoping to improve my essay average this time as I'm going to just concentrate on the task in hand rather than completing all the readings not covered by assignments. Maybe only half a picture but better than none at all xx
