Blank page
Unformed ideas
Staring back
No words.
Silent, empty
Nothing today
Blank page.
Then suddenly the words flow
Like a river bursting through
Ideas, pictures
Swept along
A jumble of creativity
Such can be the day.
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I am one of the 1 in 4 who will develop a mental health problem during their lifetime, but for me it has enlightened me towards my creativity and the need I have to be creative and to speak out, whenever possible.
About Me
- A jewel shining through
- "A Beautiful Soul" learning to believe it. My creative soul inside dances: words and ideas spill out sometimes, but I sometimes lack the confidence to let them out, do justice to them - I'm a trying-to-be-ex perfectionist. I'm looking to find the confidence to listen to that music and have the confidence in my skills and abilities, that I'm good enough to commit things to paper, and to the outside. I’m drawn to quotes, photography, patterns and allsorts. I want to learn to use colour more and be less afraid, being it in my pictures, my words or life :)
My Other Blogs
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To bring a Smile or inspire
- Always Blessings - Cindy Campo
- Beautiful Soul - Cindy Campo
- Brian Kennedy at the Special Olympics
- Brian Kennedy's slower version of Brown Eyed Girl
- Bulgarian Idol - "Ken Leee"
- Cyberman Call Centre
- Dr Phil's Life Strategies
- Feeling Good - John Barrowman
- I am What I am - John Barrowman
- In Perfect Harmony - sung by Brian Kennedy
- Thank U - Alanis Morrisette (live)
- The Dash Movie
- We're Going on A Bear Hunt - Michael Rosen
- You Raise Me Up (accapella) - Brian Kennedy
Time to Change - time to shine
I am one of the 1 in 4 who will develop a mental health problem during their lifetime, but for me it has enlightened me towards my creativity and the need I have to be creative and to speak out, whenever possible.
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Labels
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a blank page
a book whose cover is chosen
a bowl of muddy water
a chameleon to blend in
a diamond
a gilded cage that I had made
a happier song
a hole in your soul cannot be fed
a jumble of creativity
a kind soul
a little piece of calm
a prisoner
a reel of rainbows
a ship in harbour is safe
a snatched sandwich break
a stranger overnight
able to accept
acceptance
acknowledged
addiction
alone
already assigned
amazing day
angel wings
apathy
arms wide open
art
art made of words
attention
aura
authentic self
Autumn
balance
battle
be brave
be now
beauty
becoming more accepting
bee
beginnings
being Julie
bird
black
blame
blame and fault
blank page
blocked
blue
blue sky
born to shine
breathtaking
Brian Kennedy
Brittas Bay
bullying
burnished
cage
calmness
capturing the thought
Caravaggio
caring
caring unconditionally
celebrate
celebrate success
celebrating life
celebrations
chains
challenges
cherry blossom
chester zoo visit
childhood messages
chocolate
choir
clairity
clarity
clues
coat
cold
comfort zone
common threads
confetti
confident
confused with nowhere to go
contagious
control
control freak
copper
counselling
courage to sit down
creative
creative blocks
crisp
critics aren't paid to be nice
curiosity
curse
dark
darkness
defiant
demolition
depression
destination
detach the emotions
determination
diamond webs
diamonds in the rain
difference
distilled to the quiet voice within
divinity
don't look for father figures
don't touch
down
easily spotted
eating an elephant
echoes in the quiet
emotional weight
emptiness
empty
encouragement
ends
enjoying the moment
escape
even in the rain diamonds still shine
exhausted
expectations
explanation
facing demons
fade
faith
far side
fault
fearful
fears and wishes
feel the sunshine on your face
feeling the fear and doing it anyway
felt good
fight my thoughts
find your sparkle
finding my voice
fires
fireworks
flawed evidence
flowers in memoriam
fluffy
focussing on the positives
footprints
forget
forgetting about other things happening all round
forgive
forgive them
forgiveness
forgotten
formulae for happiness
free
free to soar
freedom
frightened to say anything
frivolous
fuel
fun
future
gather joy
gift
giving
Glitter
gold
golf tees
good and bad times
goodbye to the old strategies
grandad
gratitude
grieving it all one at a time
guardian angel
guilt
Hagrid
hanging heavy
happiness and enjoyment
happy bunny
hard to shine
Harry Potter quote
hate
hate lists
haunting
healed
hear your own heartbeat
heard
help
helping
hidden
hold on
holding out for something unrealistic
holiday
honesty
hopeful
how good it feels to finally forgive you/me
how quickly the heart contracts
hugs
hurdle
hurt
I am enough in myself
I am strong enough to just be
I am taking my power back
I am...
I belong not assert
I deserve enough to love me
I forgive me
I make mistakes to learn
I'm not a diagnosis
improbable not impossible
in the meantime
inner critic
inner strength still sparkles
Inner vision
inside my shell
inspires
inspite
intuition
invisible
invite to live
issues
it didn't frighten me today
jokes
journey to recovery
jump
knowledge takes a nap
labelled by others
lack of confidence
laughs
learning about life
learning to let go
learning to sail my own ship
leeching
less intimidating
let go
letting go
life is for living
light
like a river bursting through
limitless
liquid sunshine
little by little
live
lonely
look for the adventure in things
losing just a bit more fear
lost
love
loved
lyrics
map of scars
meaning
memory
mental adjustment
mental battering
mental knives
middles
milestone
millstone
mindfulness
mood
move on
moving on
music
my grandfather's chuckle
my life as a quilt
my own special creation
my own voice
negative atmosphere
negative black hole
new
new friends
new glasses
new ideas
new memories
new path
new perspective on life
no armour
no coat
no excuses
no home
no longer blank
no need to remember
no real chance to grow
no roots
no sense of self
no sleepwalking
not good enough
not playing ball
not quite there
not raining on my parade
not useless
not words of endearment
not yet ready to believe
now I have a home
nursing a cardboard covered cup of coffees
nurturing
oh sod it
on contemplating my belly button
on first looking into Chapman's Homer
one bite at a time
one breathe
one day it will be me
one spark
opportunities
outlet
overeat
pain
parody
passion
past
past influences
patient
patterns
pay it forward
peace
permanent attachment to the internet
personal fog
pink
pink snow
poem
poetic attempt
poison
positivity
possibilities
potential
priceless
pride
progress
protection
protective wings
puddle-jumping
questions
quilting
rainbow
random
random acts of kindness
real me
reap happiness
reassurance
rebuilding
recharging
recovery
red herrings
red nose day
regrouping
remember me
reminder
replacement
resonance
resting
revealed
revelation
revenge
rhetorical question
risking it
RSVP
ruby red
running away
safe
said to hurt
same players just different characters
scares
scary
scatter kindness
search
see what you can find when you're not really looking
seeing all things anew
seeing with new eyes
self-sabotage
self-worth
serenity
shining through
silence
silent empty
sing heartly
singing
sit a while with me
six word stories
sleeve
slog
small
smiles
snowy
so hot
solitude
somewhere to lean
sonnet
spangles
sparkle
special mention
spicy
spirit
spiritual home
step forward
stiffled creativity
still a diamond
stillness
stop your influence
strange but true
strategies
struggling against the bars
stuck
stuck/unstuck
stupid
success
supermarket void
support
supporting role
surgery
survived
suspicion
take chances
talents
tang
tear wiping
tennis elbow
thank you
that elusive combination
the "fish" that got away
The B of the Bang
the BK blues
the day I learn to love me completely
the eternal optimist
the fear that I am nothing
the human form bursting from the wood
the moment I touched down
the past is already perfect
the puddle-jumper
the reason we are here
think myself a new way
this bird has flown
time to change
today is good
too dumb
too hard to help
too much energy
too smart
transparency
transparent
trauma
trigger day
true form still visible
Trust
truth
try not to listen
trying to control the uncontrollable
ugly
unburdened
undeserving
unexpectedly
unfair
unpicking
unpolished
unwilling
unwritten
value
walking back
walking on air
warning signal
we must meet your targets
we're doing just fine
weaving a rainbow
weight
weird news
wellies
when life gives you lemons make lemonade
which round hole they can put this square peg into
whispered
who am I?
whodunit
willing to guide
willing to see
winning
wisdom
wiser not stupid
words
words unspoken
working it through
working on it
working together
wrapped up and loose yourself
wrapped up in their ipods
years of practice
you are worth it not worth sh*t
you too can have a nose like mine
you'll break it
you'll ruin it
your book
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I've felt like a blank page for the last few weeks, but the thing about a blank page is that, whilst it maybe daunting to face, it is actually full of potential as well.
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