Tuesday, 17 March 2009

One step forward or one step back...


Next week we're on holiday and we're going to the Malvern Hills for a week. I love the area but it was also the scene of significant emotional crimes against me, as this was where my first husband and I lived during our marriage and before. But since then I've made new memories, as it was also the area where my second husband and I lived initially and where our son "lived" until 2 months before his birth, and next week we are going back to explore areas that we never went to when we lived there. So what might be a step back is actually a step forward as I'm facing my demons, making new memories and associations, and losing just a bit more fear...


xx

1 comment:

Dixie@dcrelief said...

"A jewel shining through", friend:
You have survived. Give yourself great compassion to take the new moments and do as you please. Live in love, not in fear.
Love, Dixie xx